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From the looks of it, it looks like her lips, eyes, teeth and nose were done. Sad…

Being here reminds me why I love me…. so many wannabe Barbie dolls and kids who are actually adults being way too obsessed with being cool.

There isn’t a single thing in this world that I would ever make me one of them.

To my parents, thanks for making me so awesome.

Do I have SEX written across my face or what? I don’t get how I get hit on every freaking day, even when I’m dressed like a slob… or where these men think it’s okay to talk to me like I’m this easy skank. It really bothers me.

sex_tank 05/12/2009 – 10:07am

so your a open book i have one question. would you want to have conventional sex nsa? answer that one
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An image of missheartme 05/19/2009 – 7:59pm

a) conventional sex is boring
and b) i’m not quite sure by what you mean with “nsa” I was never with it when it comes to slang.
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An image of sex_tank Yesterday – 7:19am

nsa means…no strings attached…and if conventional sex is to boring for you we can have a non-conventional sex if that makes you happy so what do you say…you up for it
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An image of missheartme Yesterday – 10:07am

no thanks. im not a whore.
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An image of sex_tank Yesterday – 10:57am

never called you a whore…ok how about this lets hang out and if you dont like me just let me know and i will never bother you again
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An image of missheartme Yesterday – 1:42pm

the fact that you’d ask me to hook up, somewhere in that head of yours you thought i was easy or that it was okay to proposition me.

Sorry buddy, there’s no negotiating this one.

when you realize you’re someone’s doormat AGAIN.

Why must everyone take advantage of the fact that I just want to be nice and helpful?

I think I’m going to cry.

Or that’s how everyone I know is treating it. I have flu like symptoms. My temp for the last 2 days has been 102 its finally down to 100… I can sit up finally… I’ve regained my equillibrium and I can hear now… but I’ve started throwing up a lot. So I don’t know.. My throat is still sore, my thyroid glands are beyond swollen… but I think I’m getting better.

We shall see.

<3 Me

At exactly 7:34AM, it’ll be the 6th anniversary of when I really had to start facing reality… that life wasn’t fun and games anymore…. the exact moment that I really had to be an adult. I remember this day like clockwork. At this time, I practically lived in the LBVA Hospital. I remember the countless nights that I’ve slept in the guest waiting area just so I could see my dad first thing every morning. I get up, go up the elevator… walk down the hallway… turn left… second room on the right. Nurses are there, and Dr. Richmond is there too with a very grim look on his face.

The cancer has progressed so much, and we’ve done everything we can to try to save him. I think it’s best to live the last few weeks of his life as comfortably as possible. Loan… we’re not going to complete this round of chemo. This is really in his best interest.

Every year, I can still feel my heart shatter into trillions of pieces when I think about it. And every year, the days before and the days following today are always my most vulnerable and my most emotional… I never am really able to compose myself for very long. I’m there… but not really there. I miss him terribly. No matter how much time has passed, it never gets any easier. I’m beginning to forget the sound of his voice, his stories, the way he looks… it hurts so much to have to face that he’s never coming back.

He was the only person I can honestly say had my best interest in mind 150% of the time. There are so many things that I miss about my father… I miss going to random places, meeting random people, helping random people… I miss always having someone to talk to and listen to me… I miss having someone taking me, my ideas and my aspirations in life seriously and not just humoring me. I miss my best friend that I could hang out with every single day and not get sick of… I miss the fact that he was the only person I’ve ever known in my life that never said anything about anyone behind their back… I miss the crazy adventures and most of all I miss getting a hug every night and him saying, “Sleep well kid. We have a crazy world we need to change tomorrow.”

I wish I had more people in my life that could do most of those things for me. Right now, I’m feeling pretty miserable… lonely.. and I’m probably going to start crying. I think I’m going to have a glass of wine, and try to sleep.

<3me

And I just got off the phone with him… and he calls to “check on my well being”

The audacity to try to reconcile a friendship that he absolutely ruined… and insist that I’m not over him and that we could be friends after all the headaches he’s caused. He was out of my life and will be out of my life permanently just I never want someone who treated the way he treated me in my life ever again.

Live your life so the Preacher won’t have to lie about you at your funeral:)

Went to Freecloud’s and got my ticket for EDC. I was actually amazed Helen and Ron still remember me.

Anyhow, I stopped by Lisa & Kevin’s dinner party to celebrate the fact the both got into their pharmacology grad programs. I always feel so misplaced when I’m with them and their friends. I mean, I know my Asian culture, but I don’t nearly embrace it as much as they do. I mean, I am actually quite envious. They are all successful and they managed to find a really good balance of embracing the American and Asian cultures. I can watch The Debut and not understand any of the jokes… I’m just like, “I don’t get it.” So next on my list, be a little more Asian slaw to balance out my American pie.

I fell in love with Gary Go after I heard his songs, Wonderful and So So. I guess you could compare him to Coldplay meets Ry Cumming… but absolutely more amazing. He makes me want to rock out on my new keyboard…

He even managed to make Just Dance by Lady Gaga sound sophisticated and classic instead of fun and poppy (not that it’s bad by any means). WOW.