On New Year’s I made the decision to start up on Paxil again. It’s been two weeks, and I noticed a considerable difference on how I react to things and how I feel. I’m happier, more optimistic and I am capable to thinking clearly.

It was silly of me to go off of it when I did. I admit, I was afraid that this little white, oblong pill would control my life. But now that I can handle my issues non-emotionally, I can take control of my life then get off it once everything gets sorted out.

It’s been a great relief.