New Year’s is around the corner, and that means, New Year’s Resolutions, etc… I’m not really looking forward to it at all. Why? Because I am terrible about finishing what I start. I think a lot of it stems from my fear of failure or feeling pressured to complete things.

I’m going to take baby steps… starting with small short term goals… and try to work my way up. So far, I’ve done relatively well with my financial goals. I started Paxil… it made me feel very void, but it helped me in my motivation… but I’ve decided to stop taking it, and just sticking to the Clonezapam… Anxiety isn’t going to get me this time!!

Just a lot going on… and I really don’t know where to start or finish. Feeling rather random. Maybe , I should sleep.